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| Hello all- Alrighty- It's been a while since I've been on xanga- you all missed my entire life in Tech school- which was entertaining in itself. Highlights from that included seeing Flyleaf in San Antonio- awesome show especially since the power went out. As it is, I graduated tech school May 7th, was back in Illinois for 2 weeks, and since May 23- almost a month now- I've been in England. Yes- Ms. Dodge is living in England for the next 2 years, minus deployments (which looks like will be in December- is it just me, or do my Christmas holidays for the past 2 years just suck?) Highlights from Mildenhall- I visited London once, got drunk for the first time in my life, met and started dating Joel Brooks, started my job. Anywho, I'm gonna be bopping around some more, so catch y'all later. | | |
| Just a quick hello and huzzah from Lackland AFB- I got base lib today, so I stopped in to say hi! I graduate Friday (I passed all my evals!) And if the Bears win Sunday, we get base lib again on Monday (my TI is from Chicago) Gots to go, luv yas! | | |
| Well, here it is: One Week to Go Plans: Get hair cut Workout See Ranee Eat Papa's Pizza and Mongolian Barbeque See Geoff and Justin Workout more See Anna and Marc Go line dancing Go to Christmas party See chiropractor Workout once again See recuiter Go shopping Finish scrapbook for Geoff and video for Mike Am I missing anything? | | |
| Okay, something has been brought to my attention... John: how was ur turkey day?
Me: Good. Very crowded
Me: Mandy's new beau is a cutie
John: new what
Me: man
John: ah
John: my thanksgiving was great....thanks for asking
Me: Sorry
John: mmmhmm
Me: How'd everything go?
Me: I have people talking to me at the same time as talking to you darlin
John: but cass....thats not the first time youve done it...
John: in fact....im just gonna go ahead and say it now since no one else will
John: ever since this summer....and even more so now....you have been real stuck on urself and self centered
John: u could care less what anyone has to say about anything unless it has to do with you...
Me: ...holy shit dude
John: angel even noticed it when u were over.....all u talked about was urself. when we tried to have convo- u just kept talkin about yourself, your family, your sister
John: so i sat the for the majority of the time and just let u talk away about whatever it is u had to tell us about urself
John: everytime i talk to you online...i ask u how u are and u go on a rampage about ur whole life story- then dont even care to ask how ive been
John: im not the only one who thinks so....its just that- geoff and marc dont have the balls to say anything to ya
John: and again when angel was over....and there was a second of silence- u found something random to say that anyone could care less about.....mandy this, or alex that.....it was completely random....somehow u always found a way to jump in and just ramble about urself- and when we tried to talk- u could care less
John: i understand that ur leaving.....and i know it sucks that we cant all make it the day ur leaving. but thats not our problem- so what if ur sisters had everyone there to wish them off...thats ur sisters, not you
John: ur leaving at a bad time
John: and yet....u said u understood- but obviously u didnt cuz u talked about it for 20 minutes
John: so now u got nothin to say?
Me: (phone call just caught up) And all I can say is I'm sorry. Whether or not you accept it is up to you.
John: i accept....i just dont want u to be mad- im just telling u our observation
Me: Mad... no... crying, sad, fucking depressed... yeah
Me: angry at myself for fucking up
John: well....i dunno what to say except that i love you
John: geoff gave me my reality check a year ago when i was gettin ready to leave- and i had to figure it out on my own....so now heres yours
Me: glad you do... glad someone does (that isn't family)
Me: I need to talk to geoff about this though
John: yea
If any of you see this to be true, I want to apologize sincerely. As I said to John, whether or not you choose to forgive me is up to you. Love you all, Cassie | | |
| Hello kids- Cassie here back in Kentucky again. Yes, for the first time ever, I actually left home for Thanksgiving, the reason of course is because we wanted to spend the holiday together as a family. So, here we are after a long drive from home (about 7 hours) to meet at my uncle's home. Our end came with my parents, my sister Alex and her man Ariel, and myself (duh). Mandy came with two friends, Jen and Nate. This is the biggest group I've ever been around for the holiday. It's odd, esspecially since it will be more traditional than I'm used to (I'm used to buffet style and eating wherever is available, usually implying the living room watching football) Instead, we will be eating in a dining room (I'm scared already) and the TV, well lets just say reception is if-y. However, I still have the net obviously, and Alex brought her playstation with Guitar hero- I kicked her ass by the way. So... the countdown is on. Dec. 12th is looming closer and closer, and I'm starting to get nervous. Wish me luck. Oh, and I hope you all have a happy and safe holiday. Love you all. | | |
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